Just a musician and a gamer, hoping to combine the two eventually. I mostly enjoy rpg and adventure games, though I'm usually willing to try out other things as they come up. Other than that I mostly just keep to myself, but I rarely bite, so feel free to inquire about more.
What do I even say... Feeling hurt, though it's mostly my own doing. Either I expected too much from my master, or I didn't measure up to his desires. Either way, it has to do with me, and I don't know how to fix either. I presume I'm master-less due to a lack of a response from him, but even after waiting a few days for anything it still hurts... Everything else I've felt numbed after 2-3 days, but this still feels like a searing brand.
Maybe I grasped too tightly, everything I wanted to keep sifting through my fingers like sand. Or maybe I'm just not of any interest to him, becoming naught but a cloth. I don't know, and I don't even know where to begin. I feel hollow even with the others close to me near by, and nothing I try even seems to make progress toward mending the hole I feel.