I'm here for the free snacks
It is difficult for me to comprehend a life without any religion or belief of an afterlife/another state of being after death.
Maybe this difficulty comes from my want to be remembered, to matter in some way. I know I will not be remembered after I pass. Maybe for a few years, a decade or century depending on my life "accomplishments". Perhaps a millenium for something truly amazing. But this is unlikely.
Maybe my wife, children, grandchildren(this is, if I turn from my homosexual tendecies.) will remember for a little while. Funny stories,
anecdotes. Experiences. But just like the other billions of people who exist, I will not be known to hardly more than a few hundred. Even
now, if I ended my own life prematurely, It might cause a few more to remember for a little while longer than normal. This alternative is
however very selfish. Causing emotional distress for all around me is not a pleasant way to be remembered. But continued squandrance of