Alright so after a bunch of depression and hopelessness, I'm finally starting to feel somewhat decent. A month and a half into my vision therapy and things are going good so far! The last couple of days I've actually been feeling good enough to know I'm finally heading out of this mess and moving onto the next phase, not that I'm out of the woods yet but at least I can see some light. Started taking some 5-HTP and Tyrosine to help with serotonin and dopamine which has been fairly depleted over the last while and I'm taking (and staying on) antidepressants, anxiety meds and vitamins, which I was really bad for just running out and not getting more previously, and am working on my Zen and CBT so we'll see how things go but I feel better than I have in quite some time. Still a little early yet but I will be opening up commissions at some point in the future and will try to get some samples and scales up etc. (I just broke my tablet in a fit of frustration lol go me) Anyway thats it for now. Stay tuned!