To those of you who've expressed your sympathies, I'd like to thank you. I've been talking to him, and he still wants to be with me, and I do with him. The problem we face is the vast distance between us. He said that we can still be together, but I'd have to get somewhere near him (about a 5hr radius max) and soon. I know the odds are against me, especially since my parents (since they're still paying for most of my expenses) don't even know I'm gay, much less I had a bf. In addition, his sister is indirectly working against me, since she likes to play matchmaker, so I gotta beat the hordes of guys she's prob gonna send his way. But if there's one thing I know is that I'm not going down without a fight. At the worst, we can still be good friends, and I was planning to move to Canada anyways (albeit not so soon, but I'm sure I'll somehow manage bumping up my plans a little). He means so much to me, I mean, if I could spend one night with him, but have to die the next morning in my sleep, the only thing that would hold me back from doing it is that it would be cruel to him. Other than that, one night with him (doesn't matter what we did, as long as it was together) would be worth thousands without him. Probably sounds a little crazy or weird, but he's just the best guy I've ever met. My next great challenge is not gonna be getting to him, that's relatively easy (apply for and pay the expenses of a Canadian Visa, which shouldn't be so hard, since I think I've got quite a bit to offer to Canada). The next challenge is gonna be letting my parents know I'm gay [my dad keeps asking if I wanna invite a girl over to his house for a weekend =(P ] , and convincing them to help me. I am NOT looking forward to that, but I've already taken the first baby steps towards moving (letters to the Canadian Consulate, etc) and I just hate to leave stuff unfinished (esp. when it comes to my (ex) bf. [Can't quite think of him as an ex, right now he's a very close friend to me]). Anyways, as usual, I just keep on rambling and rambling, so I'm gonna log off now. As your reward for reading this, you get to know that there will be more chapters of FM, they'll just take a while to complete. Also, I might do a single chapter story about a gay sk8 boi (very very LOOSELY based on RL), and see how people like it (it'll be better than the "Someday . . . " [I could've done better on that one]). And of course, I just keep on rambling. In short: new chapters of FM coming soon, maybe new story, me still got chance at happyness.